For the Woman Over 40 Longing to Reclaim Her Erotic Power & Open Her Heart More Deeply in Sacred Union
In many long-term relationships, intimacy fades, resentment grows & the spark feels lost. You might feel disconnected from your sensuality, uninspired by your relationship or stuck in cycles of frustration, while your partner’s needs also remain unmet. You long for deep, soulful intimacy & connection, yet breaking free from patterns of emotional & physical distance can feel overwhelming. Years of societal conditioning have made reclaiming your erotic power seem taboo, leaving many women feeling shut down, numb or unsure of how to reignite their inner fire.
But what happens when you feel disconnected from your erotic energy, frustrated with your partner or stuck in patterns that keep intimacy at arm’s length?
Without the space to nurture your feminine essence through practices like rest, emotional processing & gentle embodiment, you may feel lethargic, irritable, or avoidant. Some women retreat emotionally or sexually, fearing conflict or vulnerability, while others express their unmet desires through criticism or disappointment, unintentionally deepening resentment & creating more distance in the relationship
Beneath it all is a longing to feel fully alive—deeply connected to your sensuality, desired by your partner & embraced in a love that feels sacred.
Sacred Union is a the Ultimate Mirror for Spiritual Growth
Sacred Union is a profound alchemical journey where partnership becomes a mirror for your deepest growth. Like diamonds forged in fire, consciously treating your relationship as a space for alchemy is one of the fastest ways to purify, evolve & elevate your consciousness.
However, to truly awaken your erotic power & cultivate lasting intimacy, you must also face your shadows—all the repressed emotions, fears & old patterns that perpetuate disconnection. Vulnerability, emotional accountability & spiritual growth are essential for releasing old wounds & allowing a radiant, empowered love to emerge.
Contrary to popular belief, activating erotic power & devotion to love in Union isn’t just about pleasure or attraction. It also reveals what’s been buried in your subconscious mind, like reactive patterns & resistance to change. That’s why this transformative embodiment requires time, spaciousness & devotion within the right container. Only then can you create the kind of strong foundation for lasting Sacred Union.Â
"Even after all this time, the Sun never says to the Earth, 'You owe me'. Look what happens with a love like that - it lights the whole sky."
-Hafiz
This is why I created...
MAGDALEN MYSTERIES
A Year of Alchemy, Devotion & Erotic Power for Women over 40
- Have you lost touch with your sensual vitality & feel disconnected from your feminine essence?
- Are you struggling with emotional or physical distance in your relationship & yearning for deeper intimacy with your partner—or actively preparing for a Sacred Partnership?
- Do you crave to feel more radiant, magnetic & fully alive in your body *and* in your relationship?
Magdalen Mysteries is a nuanced & transformational container for women over age 40 who are currently in partnership (or actively preparing for one) & ready to:
- Rekindle their sensual energy to reignite passion, confidence & emotional closeness in partnership
- Heal old patterns—such as resentment, avoidance or control—that block trust & unconditional love
- Deepen connection through conscious communication & embodied intimacy practices
- Embrace their full-spectrum feminine power—balancing softness with strength—instead of holding back out of fear of abandonment, conflict or judgment
- Create a Sacred Relationship dynamic that fosters mutual growth, spiritual connection & enduring intimacy
Whether you’re in a relationship or intentionally preparing for love, this journey will guide you into deeper Union with yourself & your beloved. Rooted in Tantric Alchemy & Tibetan Buddhist wisdom, this program offers the tools to deepen your spiritual practice, awaken & utilize your erotic power & embody love in its highest form.
Through daily devotional practices like meditation, sensual embodiment work & the integration of your sexual life-force energy, you’ll prepare your mind, body & spirit to hold a more refined, sacred container for relationship, including the intensity of alchemical growth in Sacred Union.
Magdalen Mysteries is not a starting point; it’s an ascension point.
This intimate 12-month program is designed for women who have already cultivated a foundation of self-intimacy, self-leadership & spiritual practice—whether through Rose Temple or similar deep transformational work.
This is the next level: for the more mature woman ready to go beyond personal healing & into living as a vessel of devotion, love & power within a refined Sacred Union.
How Magdalen Mysteries Differs from Rose Temple
- Rose Temple (Level 1 of my women's group programming)Â focuses on building the foundation: reconnecting with your feminine essence & nurturing it through daily devotion, developing the discipline & structure to maintain a consistent daily spiritual practice (which is necessary in order to receive more advanced relationship & spiritual teachings) &Â cultivating self-trust - click here for more details
- Magdalen Mysteries (Level 2 of my women's group programming, for women over 40) is about refinement & expansion, specifically as it relates to Conscious Relationship, Erotic Power & Sacred Union: stepping into higher mastery of sexual energy, diving deep into shadow integration around Sex, Money & Power & embodying conscious relationship principles that serve both personal & collective transformation
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Let's talk about your transformation inside of...
MAGDALEN MYSTERIES
During the year, we'll explore themes like:
- Awakening your erotic power & magnetism through tantric meditation practices
- Releasing shadow beliefs about Sex, Money & Power
- Building deeper emotional mastery to explore more nuanced Conscious Relationship practices
- Learning how to deal with challenges in relationship through deep listening & subtle refinement, without letting your reactivity sabotage intimacy
- Navigating relationships as a spiritual practice, including the integration of Tibetan Buddhist wisdom
A note from me...
I know what it’s like to crave deep intimacy, love & sacred spiritual connection in relationship while questioning if it’s even safe to trust another with your heart. In fact, I've worked with men & women for over a decade around this theme, now specializing in intimacy & sex for those over age 40.Â
For years, I was genuinely content on my own—after ending a 7-year marriage, I settled into being a high-achieving “lone wolf” who thrived in my independence & found joy in my solitude. I dated older partners & enjoyed learning about myself in connection, but was still terrified of true, committed intimacy where I felt completely seen by the other. Sacred Union felt more like a soul calling — exciting, but also intimidating as hell. I didn’t need anyone else to feel whole & yet the call for something deeper—the alchemy of Sacred Partnership—kept pulling me closer.
When the book, The Magdalen Manuscript, by Tom Kenyon landed magically in my lap around 2014, my entire reality started to shift. I even pioneered a wave of Conscious Relationship/Twin Flame teachings on YouTube starting back in 2015 before any of this was mainstream, so I've known for a long time - both from personal experience & deep meditative practice - that guiding women (& men) into unconditional love & union is a huge part of my life's purpose. And...it's never too late. Trust me when I tell you that the Universe delivers your perfect partner in divine timing, even if you think your time has passed. ;)
This path is not for the faint of heart. It’s raw, intense & revealing, requiring courage to face shadows that arise in the presence of real intimacy. Sacred Union demands more than romantic ideals—it asks for your full presence, unflinching honesty & the willingness to let go of who you thought you were to step into who you’re truly becoming.
It took me over a decade of personal practice—deep devotion to self-intimacy, shadow work & spiritual growth—to build the emotional strength, self-trust & faith needed to hold the intensity of this kind of love. Sacred Union is not just about being in a relationship; it’s about creating a container for transformation, where both partners are refined & expanded through the fires of love.
Through the tantric & spiritual alchemy we’ll explore in Magdalen Mysteries, I’ll guide you into the depths of yourself so you can hold love with greater strength, grace, & sovereignty—whether you're currently in partnership or preparing for the one your soul knows is meant for you.
This is a journey of trusting yourself & the Divine, opening to the mysteries of love & walking the path of Union with courage & faith.
I created Magdalen Mysteries for women over 40 who feel the call to refine their personal power, expand their capacity for deep intimacy & embrace the transformative magic of devoted love in Sacred Partnership.
This is not a space for surface-level work or quick fixes. It’s a sanctuary for devotion, practice & deepening into the truth of love itself—and I'm honored to guide you there.Â
With love & devotion,
Ali
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 In Magdalen Mysteries, you can expect...
🌹An Intimate, Highly Curated Group
- By-application entry ensures all women are on a similar wavelength, emotionally ready & deeply committed to the advanced nature of the work
- Cozy cohort size (8 women max) allows for more personalized guidance & deeper connection
🌹Advanced Spiritual Practices: Beyond the Basics
- 12Â Monthly Modules, which will drop at the start of each month, with a focus on Intermediate-Advanced Content: Each module includes more advanced meditation & somatic/embodiment practices designed to build upon one another for cumulative transformation
- The Alchemies of Horus Meditations from The Magdalen Manuscript book by Tom Kenyon: Unlock & circulate kundalini energy through transformative tantric techniques
- Tibetan Buddhist Wisdom: Deeper teachings on intimacy, power & Sacred Union through the lens of Buddhist philosophy
- Sacred Sexuality & Shadow Alchemy: Advanced shadow work to transmute limiting patterns, heal relational wounds & embody fuller-spectrum erotic power; we'll also use two important supplemental books for this - Existential Kink by Carolyn Elliott & Unbound: A Woman's Guide to Power by Kasia Urbaniak
🌹Live Support
- Monthly 90-Minute Group Calls: Combines advanced teachings & experiential practices during the session
- 4 Quarterly Hot Seat Coaching Calls: Intimate opportunities for personalized mentorship & real-time breakthroughs
🌹Devotional Accountability
- Daily Practice: Gentle, yet disciplined structure ensures participants stay on track with daily meditations & embodiment practices
- Progress Checkpoints: Quarterly self-assessments with me to reflect on personal growth & to receive personalized refinement suggestions
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🌹Premium Upgrades Available
- Private Telegram Group: A year-long mastermind support container for weekly accountability, reflections & in-the-moment insights
- VIP 1:1 Monthly Calls for Personalized Guidance: Tailored recommendations for deepening your practice between calls
What Sets Magdalen Mysteries Apart
Investment & Application
- Investment: Starts at $555 USD/month (12-month commitment)
- Payment Options: Available upon application, including monthly payment plans , with premium VIP upgrades for those seeking even deeper, personalized support
- Priority Access: Join the waitlist below to receive exclusive first access to applications when they open back up in 2025, as spaces are limited for this intimate group
Magdalen Mysteries is the space for you if...
🌹 You feel disconnected from your feminine essence & sensual vitality—you're struggling with fear, people-pleasing or shame that dims your erotic power, but ready to unapologetically embody your sexual life-force & awaken your magnetic, radiant essence
🌹 You’re frustrated with unmet emotional or sexual needs—you yearn for better sex & to feel deeply seen, cherished & connected with your partner, without relying on them to “complete” you
🌹 You want to cultivate Sacred Partnership, not just a "basic" mainstream relationship—you're committed to creating a dynamic built on mutual growth, spiritual connection & shared passion, whether you’re in partnership or preparing for one
🌹 You still get stuck in emotional reactivity—you're easily activated when feeling vulnerable or if conflict arises, leading to anger or shutdown, but you crave the emotional mastery to navigate the challenges of deep intimacy with grace & trust
🌹 You’re tired of conflict, resentment & unfulfilled expectations—you're ready to reclaim responsibility for your own fulfillment & pleasure, creating more harmony & inspiring mutual devotion in your relationship
🌹 You want to move beyond extremes in partnership— whether you tend to keep intimacy at arm’s length as a self-protection mechanism when you feel threatened or you cling & smother in relationships, leaving little room for personal growth & self-sovereignty, you're ready to find the middle way in love
🌹 You long for more *advanced* spiritual tools & mature, nuanced sisterhood over age 40—tired of "maiden" energy or typical overemphasis on emotional processing in most women's groups, you're ready to explore tantric practices, playful shadow work & Tibetan Buddhist wisdom within a small, transformative group of women over 40 years old on your wavelength who understand the nuances of a mature, refined Sacred Union
I'M READY TO DIVE IN
What next?Â
Magdalen Mysteries enrollment ONLY OPENS ONCE PER YEAR, with a 12-month commitment to allow the spaciousness needed for true transformation. Monthly payment plans are available.Â
This is your invitation to join a more advanced & intimate group of sisters over 40 years old who are equally devoted to their path of love, power & transformation in Sacred Union.
Here's what you need to do now:
Join the waitlist today to receive priority access & special bonuses when applications open back up in 2025. Applications are necessary to ensure I cultivate a container with the highest level of energetic alignment & integrity for the women who join.Â
HOP ON THE WAITLIST HERE
Get on the waitlist for the 2025 group
Enter your information below to join the waitlist to be the first notified once applications open, as well as to receive special bonuses that will be available to waitlist only. Spaces will be limited.Â
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What if I'm interested in what's being covered in this program, but I'm not sure if I belong in Rose Temple or Magdalen Mysteries?
Magdalen Mysteries is an intermediate-advanced level space requiring a higher level of personal responsibility, emotional readiness & energetic commitment. This is my Level 2 women's group programming, intended for those who have already spent a year inside of Level 1, which is Rose Temple - click here for details.Â
If you’re still navigating foundational healing, struggle with discipline or consistency with a spiritual practice or feel stuck in cycles of over-dependency, Rose Temple is the ideal starting point to build the necessary groundwork.
Magdalen Mysteries 12-month journey is for women who are already self-led with a fairly consistent meditation/spiritual practice, emotionally sovereign & prepared to do the advanced work of embodying their full power, especially as it relates to Conscious Relationship, Erotic Power & Sacred Union, so if you've never been in Rose Temple with me but you have previous experience in these arenas, then it's possible that this program will be a good fit for your current needs.
Even if you're interested in these specific Relationship/Union teachings, it's ESSENTIAL that the women inside this space are genuinely ready to receive more advanced teachings & keep up with the group pace. The application process will help me determine the best place for you at this time, although if you haven't ever worked with me, it's pretty likely I'll recommend Rose Temple as the place to begin.Â
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What if I've already been in a year of Rose Temple, but I'm still not ready for the (energetic/financial) commitment to qualify for Magdalen Mysteries?
The content inside of Rose Temple for 2025 cohort will be new & refreshed, along with the structure of the program - therefore, if Magdalen Mysteries still feels inaccessible for whatever reason, you're welcome to come join for another year of lighter, more flexible sacred support inside of Rose Temple. Every year is unique, as the content shifts & the group dynamic changes depending on who is inside.
If you were in a previous year of Rose Temple, but haven't kept up a daily spiritual or meditation practice (& perhaps feel things have regressed in some ways in your life since then), then it's a great idea to come back to the basics & re-strengthen your foundation. This path is super humbling & oftentimes we need to take a step back & come back to what we already know in order to move forward again. ;)
The way Rose Temple is structured now (vs. 2022) is more self-led (there's no group forum element & the group sharing on the live calls will be minimal & mainly limited to Q&A, to respect the energy of everyone inside) & I'm also doing an application process to qualify those wanting to join to ensure I'm cultivating a group who's in alignment, too.Â
Is live attendance of the calls required?
  While it isn’t required & all replays will be uploaded within 24 hours to the portal, I highly recommend doing what you can to attend the calls live. You'll get much more from the program if you're present for live transmissions & also connecting to the rest of the group in real time.
As this is an intimate group, I do my best to choose a day & time that works for as many people as possible inside (especially when we have ladies from Australia, etc. who are far from my time zone in EST/USA). You'll see a poll for day/time options inside the Magdalen Mysteries application once they open up.Â
