Rose Temple
a 12-month devotional journey of body-based mindfulness & sensual embodiment for women
*by application only | doors to apply open again fall 2022*
join the waitlist above to be the first notified when we’re accepting new applications, spaces will be limited to 10 women only
Hi love, welcome in!
First things first…
take a deep
b r e a t h
If you have a deep inner-knowing that it’s time for you to slow down & drop out of your head & into your body…
If you’re yearning to let down the walls to your heart to embody your intuitive, deeply emotional, sensual nature…
and
If you’re wanting to learn how to master your life-force sexual energy & harness that power to use it consciously AND creatively…
(remember, your sexual energy & your creative energy ARE the same, so as you tap into your sexual life-force, you’ll also unlock your creative potential)
How do you know if the Rose Temple is for you?
*You want a powerful connection to your own inner knowing, so you're trusting YOUR OWN intuitive guidance, rather than seeking outside of you for "the answers" (and so you also feel more peaceful releasing control issues and navigating the unknown) & you feel drawn to cultivate a spiritual mindfulness practice (but you know you need extra accountability & support to stay *consistent* with it)
*You want to heal the relationship with your body (& resolve any body shame) so you're feeling confident and radiant in your own skin AS YOU ARE TODAY (instead of feeling you need to be fixed, skinnier, younger, prettier, etc. to be worthy) - in the Rose Temple, you'll come home to yourself by turning INWARD (in the embodiment practices and feminine arts) to remember you're already whole and complete RIGHT NOW
*You have a strong desire to create a healthier, empowered relationship with your own sensuality, to see it as sacred (instead of bad, taboo, dirty, wrong, something to hide or feel ashamed of)
*You have a strong desire to transcend any Feminine or Masculine wounding that's still activating jealousy, anger, resentment, sadness or mistrust towards other women/men in your life
*You desire deep intimacy and vulnerability in your relationships (but you seem to be stuck in cycles of attracting unavailable partners or you're perpetually single)
*You want to be magnetic to conscious sexual encounters, whether you're single and dating or in a committed relationship (rather than attracting more superficial connections that don't go anywhere beyond the physical act of sex or sex without a heart connection)
*You want to experience sex AS a spiritual practice and experience relationship itself (Sacred Union) AS the spiritual path
**The Tantric sects of Hinduism and Buddhism (which developed in India in the middle ages) see sex as a symbolic expression of the unity of the universe and believe that sexual partners can directly experience the bliss which is the nature of the absolute reality of the universe. According to Tantra, the whole of the body is filled with divine energy which becomes aroused during sex, and which we can learn to control. Since we know that sex is a gateway to higher states of consciousness, you place more emphasis on its spiritual side, rather than thinking of it in purely physical or emotional terms. It's one of the most sacred activities of our lives, and it has a transformational power even greater than meditation, yoga, or any other spiritual practice.**
*You feel a strong pull to heal the relationship with your sexual energy, to release any fear/guilt/shame around sexual energy - you might feel called to explore Tantric Sex or to experience sex as a heart-centered, meditative, transcendent experience (alone AND with a partner - there are practices for singles and for partnership, too)
*You want to learn to use your sensuality & sexual energy in a healthy way that's life-giving, that fuels you instead of using it to get validation or attention from others (which drains your life force)
*You want to explore how cultivating your sexual energy through embodiment, breathing and meditation practices unlocks your creative inspiration and potential (as you tap into your sexual energy with love and intention, you usually feel MUCH more open to creative ideas and inspiration)
And at this point...
*you've tried different meditation or mindfulness practices, but nothing is really resonating - it feels boring or too rigid - or you do it, but not regularly
*you're ready to LOVE your body as it is and nurture it regularly (instead of punishing it or feeling self-critical of yourself)
*you've already got some self-care practices (maybe exercise, eating healthy, rest time, etc.) but it could be more consistent and you want to shift your perception to see self-care as self-NURTURING (ie: you want to truly feel like YOUR BODY IS A TEMPLE and these practices are your CHURCH/your DEVOTION to your body) instead of doing it from shame or almost as a punishment, as if you need fixing to be worthy or like if you don't "do your self-care" (like a chore), you're a bad person or should feel guilty or you have to work out or you'll be fat/unattractive/not desirable/not worthy of love or acceptance - you know it's time to massively shift your self-perception and how you treat yourself - (because the truth is, you're a GODDESS...it's just time to start embodying that vibe!)
*you KNOW your body is yearning to slow down and that you deserve more rest, more space for yourself, more nurturing, more time in your Feminine/Yin energy, but you struggle to relax or carve out the time consistently
*you also know that sometimes you veer into the distorted energy of NOT taking any action at all, hanging out in limbo either confused or uninspired, staying perpetually on the fence, flaking out on yourself or not keeping your own word or not following through on your choices or commitments... and you're ready to feel confident and clear about making decisions in your life (this is the healthy Masculine/Yang energy you'll be developing during the year through our embodiment and meditation practices)
*when you see other women fully expressed, sensually tuned in or sexually liberated, it still deeply triggers you and you're ready to LEAN INTO THIS and integrate the parts of YOU that are longing to be felt, seen, embraced and acknowledged
*you also yearn to open up your heart, soften and be much more receptive in relationship to Masculine energy and you're ready to release any lingering anger, resentment, mistrust or bitterness towards men (because you know in your soul it's preventing you from experiencing deep love and intimacy)
*you feel that your relationship to your sensuality could be healthier (ie: no more guilt or shame around your sensual nature) and more ALIVE, because the disconnect is making you feel tired, stagnant, uninspired, undesirable, maybe you've got low libido or you feel like your sensual energy is focused externally, leaving you feeling drained (maybe you only feel sensual when you're wanted by a lover or in relationship, but on your own you feel lost or unsure about yourself)- you want to feel juicy, radiant and comfortable in your skin ALL THE TIME, not just once in awhile or when you're with a partner
*you want to feel sexually empowered and energized, but you've still got some lingering resistance, fear, shame or guilt around embodying your sexual energy, because you're afraid of what will people will say/think about you, maybe you grew up with people who shamed sex or with other conditioning (like religious beliefs), yet you KNOW in your heart and soul that sexual energy is SACRED energy and it's your life-force, but you don't even know where to start to tap into it
This WOMEN'S TEMPLE SPACE isn't about giving you a to-do list & tossing a bunch of generic "homework" on your lap.
It isn't about just "going through the motions" on redundant, cookie-cutter monthly calls.
This is a SACRED SPACE FOR INTUITIVE TRANSMISSIONS, direct from Spirit.
The group is the container for this energy. And every woman participating is part of the co-creation that happens as we blossom & create accountability, TOGETHER.
This 12-month experience will be an intuitively led, expansive opportunity for you to:
*go ALLLLLLLLLLLL the way in & prioritize YOUR self-nurturing & daily mindfulness practice for an entire year
*commit to a year of true vulnerability and being witnessed in your growth in an intimate group setting (this is how you open to deeper love and intimacy in your personal life - by showing up for YOURSELF in this way first and meeting yourself on deeper levels)
*to experience magic AND explore shadow integration in a safe space with like-minded women who are on a very similar personal & spiritual path (this is why there's an application - I'm consciously putting together the group of souls that feels the most aligned for 2022)
*to make the VERY intentional, clear decision (hello, healthy Masculine energy) to receive the consistent guidance and accountability to actually commit to change through regular devotional mindfulness practices, showing up for yourself with integrity & letting yourself be supported
*to strengthen your own sensual & sexual connection, so you're open to deeper [self] love & intimacy
*to consciously invest in yourself with both a time and financial commitment (this strengthens your confidence and belief in yourself), because you know you deserve BETTER and you're ready to take the next steps - you're DONE being stuck or making excuses - & you know releasing old habits and devoting a year to your growth will be reflected back to you with high quality relationships, prosperity & an inner knowing of how incredibly WORTHY you are to be deeply fulfilled
I've been in plenty of coaching programs that actually just exhausted me. It was very yang/masculine energy oriented, ten million videos to watch/pdfs to fill out, too many people in the space or too much emphasis on "DOING"- not any time for BEING. All the busywork was a distraction from FEELING. It felt like a rat race, just that I was paying to be in it instead of getting paid to work, lol.
What we'll do here together is different.
I will NOT be pre-planning every step.
I will NOT be giving you a bunch of "homework" to fill up every second of each month.
(you WILL, of course, have things to explore each month, but you'll also have space for integration; this will probably be very different from other group experiences you've been in before)
You won't receive the entire outline, all the details or know everything that's going to happen in advance.
(Yes, I have a loose outline and monthly themes, but this is NOT a logical, details-oriented experience, which requires your trust & surrender to the process)
You'll be evolving with a very intimate group of women who are equally as committed and devoted to a similar path of spiritual and personal growth, which naturally allows for deeper safety and vulnerability (this isn't a doors open all year experience - who joins before we begin is who will be in the group space, to preserve the integrity of the container).
This is Way of the Rose...
I love completely handing it over to the Divine as to what will be created in a Temple Space.
Part of the Sacred Mysteries including embracing the fact that they reveal themselves in the moment, at their most alive and authentic.
Just like a rose blooming at its own pace...
ROSE TEMPLE is about:
*Creating space for BEING (instead of just "doing"), which is how you start to see & feel yourself in a new light
*Cultivating sensual awareness and space for your nervous system to relax
*The stillness, where your Feminine Oracle (& intuition) speak to you clearly
*Dropping into your body (& out of your head), where the truth already exists & has the chance to reveal itself
*Learning to tap into your sexual energy in a way that increases your energy, your vitality, your radiance & your creativity
What you'll receive in the ROSE TEMPLE is this kind of container.
An unfolding, unraveling, being witnessed in the process of your truth & emotions arising, allowing yourself to observe & sit in the vulnerability & learning to move through these alchemical fires of profound transformation.
If you're a woman interested in Spiritual, Sensual & Sexual Energetic Mastery
&
Your Feminine soul is craving THIS type of sacred, intimate space to grow & evolve...
What's the vision for the 12-months in the Rose Temple?
-We'll have a theme for each month and bi-monthly 2-hour calls to explore this theme in depth, as well as mindfulness/embodiment/breathwork practices and journal reflections for you to dive into between calls
-There will be a dedicated group community space in a private Telegram chat, where I'll be available to support you throughout the year - for sharing, guidance, inspiration and accountability, as well as for you to form relationships with incredible, powerful, magical women on this spiritual path
-You'll get complimentary access to the entire self-paced Return of Venus program (it includes journal prompts, weekly embodiment practices, guided meditations and visualizations, sound healing and all my workshops) as a supplement to what we'll be doing together in the group space
-You'll have the option to also book additional 1:1 calls with me if you'd like deeper, more intimate support
~You'll be committing to 12-months of receiving support to overcome any resistance towards being present with yourself,f intimacy and vulnerability (because remember, when you're able to show up for YOURSELF in this deeper way, you'll be able to do with others as well - and this is the first step to conscious, deeply intimate relationships)
-You'll get to slay any fears around being an openly MAGICAL, MYSTICAL, SENSUALLY EMBODIED woman in a modern world
-Your inner PRIESTESS will have a chance to come out of the closet and play
-A fuck ton of magic and mystery will unfold
-We'll play, we'll deep dive, we'll laugh, we'll cry...and it'll all be amazing and perfectly aligned
-You'll get to learn from some special GUEST SPEAKERS (TBA later...wink, wink...but best believe they'll be badass and bring amazing value)
-You'll have the chance to develop some beautiful friendships with powerful women (and heal any residual wounding around a strong Sisterhood/the Divine Feminine energy)
FAQ
The ROSE TEMPLE is not a good fit for you if you're:
~not interested in cultivating a daily mindfulness & embodiment practice
~easily offended by swearing or openly discussing sex/sexuality
~unwilling to get vulnerable and go DEEP into your own truth
~blaming others in any way for how you feel/your current life experience, wanting to remain in the victim role or refusing to take full personal responsibility for your growth; I hold absolute accountability in this area. This coaching container is about you being proactive and holding yourself fully accountable for your own actions, emotions and clear intentions. I'm here to support and empower you, not to enable you, hand-hold or take on your emotions/process them for you
~not fully ready to embrace and integrate uncomfortable feelings and/or directly face your dark shadow aspects (I can almost guarantee there will be times that you'll be in some deep feelings, so if you're not ready to go there & process them, this isn't for you)
~you want "all the steps" in advance - that's not how the Sacred Feminine energy operates (so much of the mystery unravels in perfect, divine order in the moment), nor how I facilitate any of my containers - this is an intuitive process (not a purely logical, overly-structured one) that's unique to what I feel the group needs month to month. Every group dynamic is a bit different. I also intentionally leave room for the magic to unfold or for necessary shifts to happen over the course of 12 months
~making excuses about the investment, not ready to fully invest and commit 100% (part of committing for an entire year is not backing out on yourself when resistance creeps in - and it inevitably does, growth isn't always comfy - and putting some skin in the game); those are the only women I'm inviting into this sacred space, because this matches MY full energetic and time investment to the group), wanting additional discounts or nitpicking about the structure of our time together - any or all of this simply indicates this particular program isn't the right fit for you right now
What are the steps to enroll?
If you want to join Rose Temple, this is what you'll need to do:
- Next round of Rose Temple will open back up fall 2022 (exact dates TBA); At that time you'll be notified via email when I'm accepting applications again, then you'll fill out and submit your application
- If we review your application and it's a good fit for the group, you'll receive an email with a proposal to choose which investment option you prefer (if it's not a good fit, you'll still receive a follow up email!)
- Once you've paid, you'll receive an email with next steps
Do you offer payment plans?
You'll have the option to pay monthly or pay in full for the year, but either way you'll be committing to a full 12-months.
The investment reflects the energetic investment in the experience. Because this is a sacred healing space where we'll go DEEP together, it's necessary that everyone who enters the Temple is 100% in, mind-body-spirit-money on the table. In my 10 years of coaching, the people who FULLY invest at the beginning tend to be the ones who go all in, FULLY show up and commit to the experience. The investment IS a part of both the EXPANSION of a coaching container AND of your own personal accountability. This is the ONLY energy I'm inviting into this group experience.
Part of personal growth and expanding beyond our comfort zone (which is why you hire support and join coaching experiences) means believing in the transformation BEFORE we see the tangible result. When you commit to a year investment or pay in full, you're also setting the intention that you're totally devoted to your own transformation without having the choice to back out on yourself (which I see happen often if people don't FULLY invest). This also helps dissolve fears around scarcity, because you'll see when you show up for your own transformation with focus and dedication, you WILL experience positive shifts. Sometimes you simply need to have faith in yourself, know you deserve the support and accountability and just do it! Energy follows your clear intention. Leaps of faith, with conscious action to back it up, tend to have magical, miraculous outcomes. 🙂
Both payment options are detailed in the application.
What if I join for the full year and want to cancel at some point?
You'll be responsible for the full 12-month enrollment fee, per a contract, whether you remain for the full year or not. You want to join because you're DEVOTED to this experience wholeheartedly and because you feel the readiness to commit in your body and soul!
Why isn't it an open enrollment so people can join at any time during the year?
To preserve the integrity of the space and to create safety for deeper healing and vulnerability, I decided to only open enrollment PRIOR to beginning the year's path. This means whoever joins the space is in the space for the duration of our time together and it allows the women inside to connect in a more intimate way, as well as evolve TOGETHER without energetic disruptions throughout the year. To me, this is the most sacred way to hold space, with women who are fully committed from day one to the experience.
How much time will I need to carve out day to day for the Rose Temple practices, etc.?
I'd say around 30 minutes, give or take, day to day. Some days you may spend 15-30 minutes, some days it could be shorter or longer. It totally depends on what YOU desire and the energy you'd like to put in, too! This entire Rose Temple is about you choosing to prioritize your wellbeing and to create your own rituals and practices as well. Overall, think of it like setting aside time to take a walk or do any other ritual. Your self-care is up to you and it can also flow with your energy, depending on the day, your mood, life - lol! The important thing is to be consistent with your practices, but no need to be rigid about it. Feminine energy is cyclical and it's important to learn to listen to your body and what it needs, too.
How will we connect for the video calls?
I use my own private Zoom link. You'll receive the link once you're all signed up and can save it for each call. We'll be able to connect in the group Telegram space in between calls, too.
Will I get 1:1 support?
Since this is a group experience, there's no 1:1 time included, however there IS an option to receive additional 1:1 support, which is listed in the application!
What's the refund policy?
It's a NO refund policy. Only join if you feel a DEEP resonance with everything on this page/in the application and you're ready to totally commit to the experience. And as I mentioned above, you'll get from the Temple what you put into it - your devotion, your energy, your focus. This is how you reclaim your sovereignty - by taking full personal responsibility and accountability, my love.