This is edgy for me to share, but it’s a shift in my career I’ve been preparing for my entire lifetime, especially the last year.
The world is still full of Mis-creational energy when it comes to sensuality & S.3 x.
Let’s be real – most people still can’t even talk about it openly (but they can be freaky behind closed doors in secret)
In Utopia, we’d all be free to express & live without fear or judgment (& I wouldn’t have to write in code on IG)
Instead, the collective shadow is still alive & well & it starts WITHIN YOU.
Yes, you. And me. All of us.
Shame keeps us SICK. So does suppression of our shadow. So does keeping secrets.
It festers until it finds other ways to show up in our life – maybe thru body pain, money struggles, addictions, fears of intimacy, reactivity, an overly critical, judgmental attitude towards the darkness in others
I have secrets I haven’t shared because I carried shame – until I chose to alchemize it & turn the pain into service.
I’m in continual acceptance of my own humanity, so I’m able to accept it in others, esp for those close to me that people judged as:
bad, evil, dirty, disgusting, loose, pathetic, desperate, sell-out, [man]whore & more
Since I was a little girl drawing naked people, deeply curious, I’ve known I was meant to teach about the sacredness of sensuality – but I kept dipping toes then running.
I’m fully committed now.
Collectively the need for healing is too strong to ignore.
I’m ready to open up & face what comes from discussing something so provocative, controversial, polarizing & activating for people.
Not just because it’s an act of service.
Because I’ve seen the wretched toll it takes when unresolved traumas aren’t addressed, when secrets fester into dis-ease, when the unintegrated shadow sabotages the lives of perfectly imperfect, lovable humans.
I’ve looked in a beloved’s tearful eyes & seen the deepest feelings of unworthiness.
I’ve seen people I love sink into patterns of addiction or deviancy.
I’ve seen people sabotage good love & enter relationships where they could “hide” in plain sight because they felt too dirty or f*cked up to ever be fully loved.
Because in the energy of TRUE INTIMACY, there’s nowhere to hide.
It’s profoundly exposing.
It doesn’t live in the shallow end.
Preparing my nervous system to be visible around this topic was very scary to me & it’s taken years of daily embodiment practices to feel ready.
The Tantric Priestess Path has been the heaviest, deepest, most profoundly challenging initiation. And it’s not over. It’s ever-evolving.
Reintegrating our Sacred Prostitute, Witch, Lover, Seductress archetypes. Healing the wounds of the Magdalenes before us.
They called Mary a whore too, but we’re here to help you remember the truth.
For the eyes ready to see & the ears ready to hear, the Truth will be unveiled..
The Mystery Schools are returning thru our personal embodiment of Sacred Union & reverence for our Eros.
Every feeling that you have about s.3x – from anger & disgust to intrigue & excitement – has everything to do with YOUR relationship with YOUR sensuality & nothing to do with the people that are activating your own feelings of discomfort or confusion.
Much more to come, one brave step at a time. xx