It took me YEARS of exploration to start to get to the root of why I had so many challenges with forming (& maintaining) close, intimate relationships with other women.
I also noticed that the patterns of betrayal & rejection were showing up in my romantic relationships AND in my business relationships with clients, followers or peers.
After diving more deeply into this issue, I realized most of the push/pull, hot/cold was happening on an unconscious level. It was something in my own energetic field that was a part of the creation of this dynamic.
We’d hit it off quickly, immediate intense attraction, then inevitably after some time, this person would either reject me, run, betray me, turn on me or straight up block me. I also knew I wasn’t the victim. Something in me kept creating this over & over again.
I had to look at the relationship with MY Mother, her relationship with HER mother, the women in my lineage, the relationship I had with my own Feminine energy, the resistance to vulnerability, the avoidance or tendency to withdraw from deeper intimacy.
This was why I joined (as a participant) a 12-month tantric magdalene temper keeper’s journey with 8 other women last summer. I knew it would trigger ALL of this so that I’d finally get to the root of my OWN fears of intimacy & resistance to the Feminine. I knew it would help heal this pattern in friendships, romance & biz. And it’s helped tremendously.
No longer being afraid to feel shame or fear was a huge key to showing up authentically & creating deeper intimacy & prosperity.
This is also why, after an intense AND incredible year of healing, I decided to create the ?Return of Venus Priestess Immersion (starting wk of June 7th).?
WOMEN – we need one another – nourishing, nurturing, heart-centered feminine support.
LOVERS – we’re meant to experience IMPERFECT, HUMAN INTIMATE CONNECTION.
I’ll be opening up an Early Bird Registration Special Rate for Return of Venus this week – ALL that info/investment options are in the application (link in my bio & you’ll receive the app via email). APPLY HERE FOR RETURN OF VENUS
I’m honored to be ready to hold this space for other women in an intimate container so soon.?