Take a deep breath. What I’m going to share took me a few years of integration. It’s also been the most liberating.
Back when I started my YouTube, I’d come out of a relationship and off of 2 years of serious meditating alone with a series of channeled downloads I received about ascended masters, high councils, galactic transmissions + memories of time as a high priestess/initiate of the temples of Isis.
I was flooded with visions, remembering + was guided to share.
Now, with the nature of humans/conditioning, I noticed as years passed, the messages caught on + morphed. What I saw emerge was * A NEW WAVE OF DEPENDENCY * under the guise of “spiritual, conscious” relationship awakening. Along with all the old programming + patterning.
Healthy dependency is a desire to connect + to support each other. When our sense of SELF “depends on it”, that’s a slippery slope of disillusionment.
It went from embodying our SOVEREIGNTY (*supreme authority to govern one’s own experience*) to expand consciousness (my intended msg)
to
“There is ‘only one’ for me + I’m going to find any way to justify the reinforcement of all distorted patterns that keep me disempowered at all costs, whilst calling it “divine”
Yes, all experiences ARE divine in nature, but letting your mental patterns (+ accompanying despair) dictate your destiny AIN’T IT.
I’m talking about LIMITLESS EXPANSION. “The One” is you. The rest is a byproduct of YOUR alignment.
Why do you think I shifted gears? When you raise your hand and say YES to being a seeker, you’re also saying YES to being initiated. And initiations are tests. Testing your resolve to remain devoted to expansion, no matter how much it triggers you + all your perceived limitations. My tests continued coming.
Remember you can’t apply OLD thinking/doing to NEW concepts + expect a different outcome. A quantum leap requires complete trust in the process + a new way of BEING.
When you truly start being “unconditional love” or anything close to it, you’re Liberating yourself. Liberated from thinking someone owes you, that their obligation is to make you happy +
ABOVE ALL ELSE – LIBERATED FROM THE *EXPECTATION OF* “TOGETHER FOREVER”.
Yup, you heard me.
That is LIMITED thinking. I’m talking about EXPANSIVE EMBODIMENT.
And it challenges everything we’re taught a relationship is “supposed to be”. ALL YOUR SHIT WILL COME UP – every insecurity imaginable. And, because you’re DIVINE, you’re meant to go beyond your limits + a lot of these shifts are fucking uncomfortable! When you’re an initiate, you know you must welcome massive shifts – over + over again. You spiral deeper into the inner knowing that you’re here to create something NEW on Earth. That means nothing remains the same – yourself included. This is about BEING in a new way – in all your relationships, esp your most intimate ones where we tend to form the most attachments.
Do you know what freedom it is to wake up every day consciously choosing a relationship, rather than blindly EXPECTING someone to be there forever?
Do you realize it requires you to show up Consciously instead of being a *zombie* in your so-called partnership?
With no promise of “til death do us part” no matter what, no chains + no manipulation – but rather trust + allowing each day to be what it will be – comes a high level of personal accountability. Even if you choose to marry/partner up, with zero *expectation* someone will be there forever + instead making Conscious Daily Choices, there’s less opportunity to grow lazy + complacent.
It requires REAL PRESENCE. Every day.
So I’m not saying you can’t be in a beautiful, lifelong partnership. IF you choose to expand with only one individual for life + it continues to be growth-inducing, so mote it be.
I’m saying, ACTUALLY BEING CONSCIOUS, with every day being a NEW DAY of possibility with no chains for tomorrow in your relationships IS a new paradigm.
AND – if you’re calling in this kind of relationship, be ready for YOUR initiations. They’ll be loving (from a higher perspective) opportunities to make new, empowered choices + will trigger everything YOU ARE NOT to come up. It’s okay to feel scared or want to resist, but remember you can’t resist what you are – which is ONE with the friggen COSMOS. No box can hold you forever; your impulse will always be to expand. Or suffer if you don’t.
It’s the human part of us that categorizes + labels “THE ONE” as special + ignores the rest. It’s easier to unconditionally love a fantasy or projection we’ve created than simply EMBODY LOVE + let life surprise you, whilst learning to love EVERYONE equally without conditions or pay-offs for doing so.
This starts and ends with YOU.
When you’re in your sovereignty, you won’t ever have to force or coerce someone or something to be in your life, you won’t needlessly suffer, you won’t relinquish your heart’s desires, you won’t need to steal someone away from another, you won’t have to manipulate or control in ANY way. You’ll learn to BE in the world in an upleveled, upgraded consciousness. This changes everything.
You surrender to your BEING + become magnetic to everything intended to be in your experience. Your power is your radiance + deep inner knowing that you’re enough + everything is happening in favor of your expansion. Always. The Universe is conspiring for you to have the most amazing experiences, if you allow it.
I spent 2020 going within, both alone + with an incredible mentor, to deepen my experience as a modern Priestess and “temple keeper” so that I walk in MY truth + share it with the souls I’m meant to connect with during THIS lifetime, altho we could all benefit from understanding the nature of “love” beyond the human dimension.
The Age of Aquarius, the Golden Age, is us becoming “New Earth”. If you’re ready to ride a new wave, + I mean FOR REAL, I’ve got you.
